Lyrics

Pen and pad, penned my destiny, my paper fade to black. Sanity has come n gone, but now it’s time I take it back.

Thankful that these demons brought me pain but then I gave it back. Saw the ratchet flash, son yo they tried to lay me flat.

It was a blessing that we couldn’t find the weapon stash. B told me dead the beef, O said I second that.

Both said go be a dad, the gutter treatin’ brothers bad. “Luckily you got a family, go home and be a man”.

I couldn’t understand, I thought I had the upper hand. Blind to the fact that I control nothing, it’s God’s Plan.

Lived in the jungle with apes, snakes, them tarzans. Getaway drivers n fast cars, this hard land.

Begging my creator for escape, I gotta make it, droppin down onto my knees light the path I’m gunna take it.

He told me turn around my destiny was always there , I’m busy looking at the ground the G was always in the air (uh)

Destiny please, what you want from me? Let me know.
Scared to die, I wanna fly let me grow let me grow
I been workin on myself, prayed up let me flow. Imma float,
Take the pain away yo, let me know, let me know

I had to double back, what’s the point of living when you doing bad, duffle bag headed to the mountains, get my hustle back.

Quietly I sat prayer beads in my hand memorizing dhammapada text, the Buddha’s words were clear.

You see, none of this is fair but the enlightened are aware that the universe is balanced, but imbalances appear.

So when you mess up the order, karma has to give correction. She put me on my back for 5 years, this was my lesson.

But then I woke up, no longer hazy put the smoke up. My path had appeared, I finally understood my role, but..

Was it too late, had opportunity been gone? Had I wasted too much time writing other stupid songs?
Destiny was all along in my palm I had to close it, first I claimed it then I chose it contemplated, but now I own it.

The path was always there, but I couldn’t really see, I should have stuck with what I know instead of blowing with the breeze.

Destiny please, what you want from me? Let me know.
Scared to die, I wanna fly let me grow let me grow
I been workin on myself, prayed up let me flow. Imma float,
Take the pain away yo, let me know, let me know

Destiny please, what you want from me? Let me know.
Scared to die, I wanna fly let me grow let me grow
I been workin on myself, prayed up let me flow. Imma float,
Take the pain away yo, let me know, let me know